Isaiah 48:6 “You have heard; See all this. And will you not declare it? I have made you hear new things from this time, Even hidden things, and you did not know them.
… Isaiah 43:19 and Isaiah 48:6 were some of the scriptures at the prayer service earlier.
Isaiah 42:9 Behold, the former things have come to pass, And new things I declare; Before they spring forth I tell you of them.”
Isaiah 42:16 I will bring the blind by a way they did not know; I will lead them in paths they have not known. I will make darkness light before them, And crooked places straight. These things I will do for them, And not forsake them.
What is that Great Unknown? Following God’s call, giving up your dreams and selfish desires to follow Jesus. To ignore what the people are suggesting. To die to myself and live for Christ. Giving my “Yes!” to the Lord and surrender all the areas of my life.
I couldn’t go anywhere else. All I want is to stay pressing on to the path where God leads or else I’m completely lost.
Remembering the first 9 months in the ministry.
Now I understood that God’s calling is not about productivity but a relationship leading to a transformed life.
People made me to think about not pursuing the ministry. There will not be enough or it wasn’t easy as it looks like. I didn’t had the support from anyone but my pastor didn’t say anything but “Are you ready to die? No crying…”
The first 3 months was the tough times, myself making me choose to decide going back to nursing. I cannot do anything about it but surrender to God. I want His leadership in my life.
The 4-6th month making me think about quitting, people can be hard sometimes making simple things so complicated. I had to go back and fix my eyes onto Jesus.
7-8.5th month everyone has adjusted including my family. But condemnation is persistent within myself. God carried me out and took me to a place of victory to victory. From faith to faith, from glory to glory.
9th month I praise God for He made me breakthrough and receive more from Him. He made me become hungry for more of Him and prepared me to be filled with wisdom, understanding, knowledge and revelations.
The Great Unknown, is trusting on God, following His call without seeing what is at the end of it, what will gonna happen next… Trusting God (Proverbs 3:5-6) means not doubting. It’s not about the success that I will gain or the failures I will pass throughout the years in the making. It’s a relationship with Him, growing in that relationship and sharing love out of that relationship to people. Being compassionate. Humble… Being more like Jesus and from that transformation is a testimony that will make people delivered from bondages of the enemy. Making everyone come and be reconciled with God through His Son Jesus Christ. Every tongue confessed Jesus is the Lord and Savior of their life.