Great Wilderness

Deuteronomy 1:42

Deuteronomy 1:20

20 And I said to you, ‘You have come to the mountains of the Amorites, which the Lord our God is giving us. 21 Look, the Lord your God has set the land before you; go up and possess it, as the Lord God of your fathers has spoken to you; do not fear or be discouraged.’

God does not want us to get stuck long enough in our journey to see breakthroughs in our lives He wanted us to take His word and have it as our possession. His word will take us to the inheritance which He promised.

Ask yourself… What is my promised land? What is it that God wants me to possess? What is my Canaan?

People are different individuals and with different needs but it all sums up to one thing. Man wanted a prospered life regardless of its motives.

I asked God this morning, God, how do I become obedient to You? I don’t want to confuse my obedience to the Lordship of Jesus Christ. God reveals me that His grace enables me to submit to His commands and His commands point me to His Grace so that I may obey.

We cannot go up in a fight on our own we need God in the center of everything we do from smaller to greater things. We don’t want to wander many years like the Israelites because of disobedience. What I observed despite their disobedience God’s favor is upon them and they did not lack. I believe along the way God showed the Israelites the lands which He gave to the descendants of Esau and descendants of Lot. They were afraid of them Deut. 2:4. I believe Israelites have stronger armies both descendants of Esau and Lot are afraid of them. The difference with Israelites is both Esau and Lot fought against giants before they possessed their land and the Lord destroyed their enemies. God was about to do the same with Israel to fight with them but Israel relied on their own strength and become afraid to possess the land and accused God that He will destroy them Deut. 1:26-28.

Deuteronomy 2:20-22

20 (That was also regarded as a land of giants;[a] giants formerly dwelt there. But the Ammonites call them Zamzummim, 21 a people as great and numerous and tall as the Anakim. But the Lord destroyed them before them, and they dispossessed them and dwelt in their place, 22 just as He had done for the descendants of Esau, who dwelt in Seir, when He destroyed the Horites from before them. They dispossessed them and dwelt in their place, even to this day.

Despite Israel’s rebellion, He is gracious and merciful He blessed and prospered the Israelites to sufficiently provide for their food. He is a loving God and man has to realize that God is not playing games with men. We all go through seasons in our life that seems wandering in the wilderness but as we humble our selves to God and repent of our sins He is willing to forgive us, we might suffer consequences from our sins but as we acknowledge the Lord our God He is going to lead us, bless us and fight for us. God’s children have to make sure that they are on the right track with God or missed another opportunity to enter into the right timing to possess what God has promised. We should fully rely on God and walk in faith. When things don’t feel right or look right but when the Lord said Go we are ready to walk in that promise and He will destroy the enemies before us and if the case becomes too hard for us along the way He said to bring Him and He will hear.

Deuteronomy 1:17

17 You shall not show partiality in judgment; you shall hear the small as well as the great; you shall not be afraid in any man’s presence, for the judgment is God’s. The case that is too hard for you, bring to me, and I will hear it.’


LifeCon 2017: A Vision for Millenials 

I was there in front of the stage last night at Life Con 2017. Young people started jumping and shouting praising God. I asked God “Why am I here? This isn’t my generation” God said:

“These young people that step in to the altar call I gave them a heart to serve me in full time ministry. These young people are not only fired up when the music is up, they are also hungry and thirsty to hear from me, to listen actively when a preacher delivers my word. They are going to shake the nations. They are going to shake their generation and your generation. All generation I will use them to shake them to come to Me “the Desire of all nations”.

Then, I won’t stop crying in the middle of the crowd jumping, running from side to side. 

I found worship in the midst of praise and anointing was all over me, I cried and cried because the Lord is good. There’s so much love in His manifest presence that enveloped me. He is good! 

God is gonna’ bring influence to these young people so that the lost may be saved! Amen. 

Great Unknown

0wdpet-ufqs-todd-diemerIsaiah 43:19 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert.

Isaiah 48:6 “You have heard; See all this. And will you not declare it? I have made you hear new things from this time, Even hidden things, and you did not know them.

… Isaiah 43:19 and Isaiah 48:6 were some of the scriptures at the prayer service earlier.

Isaiah 42:9 Behold, the former things have come to pass, And new things I declare; Before they spring forth I tell you of them.”

Isaiah 42:16 I will bring the blind by a way they did not know; I will lead them in paths they have not known. I will make darkness light before them, And crooked places straight. These things I will do for them, And not forsake them.

What is that Great Unknown? Following God’s call, giving up your dreams and selfish desires to follow Jesus. To ignore what the people  are suggesting. To die to myself and live for Christ. Giving my “Yes!” to the Lord and surrender all the areas of my life.

I couldn’t go anywhere  else. All I want is to stay pressing on to the path where God leads or else I’m completely lost.
Remembering the first 9 months in the ministry.

Now I understood that God’s calling is not about productivity but a relationship leading to a transformed life.

People made me to think about not pursuing the ministry. There will not be enough or it wasn’t easy as it looks like. I didn’t had the support from anyone but my pastor didn’t say anything but “Are you ready to die? No crying…”

The first 3 months was the tough times, myself making me choose to decide going back to nursing. I cannot do anything about it but surrender to God. I want His leadership in my life.

The 4-6th month making me think about quitting, people can be hard sometimes making simple things so complicated. I had to go back and fix my eyes onto Jesus.

7-8.5th month everyone has adjusted including my family. But condemnation is persistent within myself. God carried me out and took me to a place of victory to victory. From faith to faith, from glory to glory.

9th month I praise God for He made me breakthrough and receive more from Him. He made me become hungry for more of Him and prepared me to be filled with wisdom, understanding, knowledge and revelations.

The Great Unknown, is trusting on God, following His call without seeing what is at the end of it, what will gonna happen next… Trusting God (Proverbs 3:5-6) means not doubting. It’s not about the success that I will gain or the failures I will pass throughout the years in the making. It’s a relationship with Him, growing in that relationship and sharing love out of that relationship to people. Being compassionate. Humble… Being more like Jesus and from that transformation is a testimony that will make people delivered from bondages of the enemy. Making everyone come and be reconciled with God through His Son Jesus Christ. Every tongue confessed Jesus is the Lord and Savior of their life.

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